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Re: Re: Panic Mode
I've heard it said,
"A good Shakespearean actor does a really good job of portraying Hamlet
during each show.
A truly great Shakespearean actor will come to the theater on a day
where the
IRS has audited them, their lover of several years has just left them
and they have a really bad cold
and still do a version of Hamlet that feels like you've never seen the
play before.
I have finally learned this about our work and our performance:
We are NOT our emotions. We have emotions and they flow through
us. To say one day that we feel cold and on another day that we
feel hot................are we hot
or are we cold as a human being? If one day we feel afraid and 30
minutes after walking on stage
we don't feel afraid at all.............are we intrinsically afraid or
confident as human beings?
The thing that is true is that human beings mistakenly associate their
feelings with their
existential state on a constant basis.
What also seems to be true is that when we clinch up and 'white knuckle'
it that our emotions have
much more power over us than if we relax, breathe deeply and let the
emotions flow through us.
The great Shakespearean actor doesn't 'feel' great necessarily, but they
have the ability
to make people think that they 'are' feeling great.
I've come to regard performing on stage as acting.
I used to think that if I didn't feel inspired that it was somehow
cheating if I played in such
a way that the audience thought I was inspired.
After dozens and dozens of performances that I felt horrible about only
to be confronted by
either reports from the audience that I was having a really good
performance or even
listening to the tapes afterwards and being favorably impressed with the
results despite how
I felt, I finally got that I just needed to act confident when I walked
on stage whether I felt
that way or not.
Personally, I"m frightened almost every single time I get onstage, but
I heard someone say
that you can call that adrenalated state, 'stage fright' or you can
think of it as 'stage energy'.
With the latter, it's just a manipulative condition that we can use to
our advantage and to the
advantage of the audience's perception of our performance.