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There's a gazillion lawyers out there.....they ain't starvin'. Musicians at least have the moral highground. --- Warren Sirota <wsirota@wsdesigns.com> wrote: > Thanks, Daryl, I appreciate your compliments and > good wishes - it's > not exactly about seeking validation. It wasn't that > the Pizza Guy > said what he did that was the problem, it was the > way it resonated. > > I'll never give up on music, but I gave up on the > hope of my artistic > efforts being my principal source of income a long > time ago. I'm just > trying to make things (or participate in making > things) that I like to > listen to as much as my gazillion other listening > choices. If I can > really make that happen the way I want it to, then > the chances of > getting recognized for it go up - and make no > mistake, I'd not > complain of more - but most of the satisfaction is > in the process and > achieving the goal. > > On Sun, Apr 20, 2008 at 1:03 PM, Daryl Shawn > <highhorse@mhorse.com> wrote: > > Warren, thanks for sharing this stuff. Myself, I > feel very strongly that > > musical creativity is absolutely priceless. I can > understand the immediate > > impact of someone so callously dismissing your > efforts, but hell, you're not > > another pizza boy! And what gave that dude the > right to say what he did, not > > being a personal friend for one thing, and most of > all not having HEARD your > > music? > > > > There are a bazillion guitar players, and > composers...a bazillion > > writers...a bazillion painters...a bazillion, if > you will, breathers. To > > justify waking up in the morning I need to believe > that I can contribute > > something, even if it's a droplet in this sea. And > as long as I'm still > > getting blown away by other people's music, or get > extreme enjoyment out of > > creating some tiny musical fragment that seems to > be my own, it's not an > > effort to believe that. > > > > As for being a retired millionaire with time to > do music, well...think > > instead about having lost (that's how I perceive > it) the last decades by > > devoting your best hours and creativity to making > money. My brother is a > > talented writer who worked for several years on an > excellent manuscript, > > which he couldn't immediately find a publisher > for. He gave up writing for > > the time being, choosing instead to concentrate on > family life and a new > > full-time job. He is continually trying to justify > his choices, telling me > > how many writers seems to be publishing their > works for the first time in > > their fifties and sixties, after raising kids > and/or making enough money to > > retire. This may be true, but it breaks my heart > to think of all those years > > spent waiting to create, and hoping to end up with > some imagined comfortable > > environment where, finally, one can do their art, > starting from scratch > > without the benefit of the years of experience > they'd have had otherwise. > > I'm guessing there are a lot of people in this > situation who get so used to > > the comfortable lives they've created that they > have, in the interim, lost > > their desire to put in the late nights and long > hours and sweat required to > > bring forth an original creation. I wish he didn't > feel like he had to > > choose one life over another, but instead, found a > way to integrate his > > creating even into a life which doesn't afford him > that many hours for it. > > > > Now, can you do better at Garageband than a > teenager? HELL HELL HELL YES! > > It's all about the musical ideas, my friend. > Browse Myspace, and see whether > > the easy availability of musical tools has made us > awash in art of > > undelineated high quality. Is it important or > meaningful that you be able to > > do your stuff? I say, again, hell yes. I think > it's the most important task > > in the world. Anyone can make money, anyone can be > a pizza boy, anyone can > > try to make music, but only a few people have a > talent for the original > > creation of the latter. > > > > I don't have a concrete point here, really just > reactions to your > > well-expressed views. Ultimately, I'm just glad > you're still playing - and > > for what it's worth, it'd be upsetting to me if > you quit. > > > > > > Daryl Shawn > > www.swanwelder.com > > www.chinapaintingmusic.com > > > > > > > Rick, I think the sacrifices you've made in > pursuit of your art are > > inspiring, and (what I see the most) your efforts > to facilitate and promote > > the art of others. And maybe I was out of line > calling you on your phrasing > > and should have just left that to Travis if he > wanted to respond. I've had > > my years of sacrifice in pursuit of art, too, and > decided that for myself, I > > needed to "focus", if you will, on a > "less-focussed" view of life. Perhaps > > the need for money is the universe's way of > forcing us to engage with others > > on THEIR terms, and just maybe in one possible > broader view of things, > > that's a good thing. We all have a lot of hard > choices to make in the > > art-vs-income/time category. In another life I'd > take your path. I find much > > to envy in it. But I wouldn't trade right now > (well, OK, I probably would > > for a *while*), and I'm sure you wouldn't either. > > > > > > And, I have to admit, my view of my own > self-worth as a musician was > > pretty permanently undermined that evening in 1987 > when I was sitting > > working on music (for my MFA from Mills, which I > quit my corporate job to > > pursue - I would now be a retired millionaire with > all the time for music in > > the world had I not done that) in an Oakland > pizzeria, waiting for dinner, > > when the 17-year old server kid came by and asked, > what was I doing. I > > replied that I was a composer, working on some > music, and he said, "oh, > > well, who isn't?" And, you know, despite the > obvious differences of years of > > experience and study and dedication, at core I > felt that he was essentially > > correct in his attitude. He was me 20 years > earlier. It was shockingly > > humbling. So yeah, Rick (tho you didn't say this > to me, it felt like you > > did), I don't put that much external value on my > own musical creativity. To > > me, that would be like putting value on breathing. > If people choose to > > reward me in such a way that allows me or > encourages me to do more of it, > > that's a special blessing, not specifically > related to anything that I can > > perceive or measure except perhaps better > politiking than I can manage. If > > not, well, I'm just another pizza boy doing my > best to have fun. > > > > > > To shift to the present day: > > > Now I look around and see that the tools of > production have been put fully > > into the hands of the proletariat, and the means > of distribution are close > > behind. I think this is a good thing, but highly > disruptive (to a system > > already dysfunction to the point of disease). Can > I possibly do better with > > Garageband than a teenager with hours every night > to surf the web for beats > > and samples? Not likely. Is it important or > meaningful that I be able to do > > this? Also, not likely. So I do two things - I > make the recorded art I want > > to make and don't expect anyone to even really > want to listen to it (at any > > price, including free), except under rare > circumstances, and OTOH I > > cultivate skills (fingerstyle-jazz guitar playing) > that are giggable and > > not-easily-duplicable. But, really, gigs are not > the true motivation for > === message truncated === ____________________________________________________________________________________ Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile.yahoo.com/;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ