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I love music. Thats a given. But it is almost starting to break more than make me. Lately the only thing I've ever been able to really focus on is music. Its horribly affecting my grades at school. Every night (such as tonight) I dont do my homework it is often a music related problem. Today I just laid in bed after school worrying about what to do because I havent progressed in piano and have lessons tomorrow. I also was listening to music. My sleeping patterns are screwed up now. Every day I tell myself im going to go to bed at a normal time only to (time after time) unintentionally fall asleep halfway slouched on my bed still wearing all my day clothes then wake up at 3-4am feeling stupid for once again not getting my homework done. Dont make it back to bed until about 5am then have to wake up at 6:45 to get ready for school. Im always too tired at school so i dont learn anything which just leads to me not doing my homework again and repeating the same destructive cycle. Kaylon