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    Sent: Monday, January 15, 2001 7:36 
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    Subject: RE: Disappointed in Hollywood 
    - - to each his own, i suppose
    
    it certainly is interesting to read all of this . . . 
    
    log-winded ramble here, please delete if this whole thing 
    bores you .  .  . 
    no, i don't mind the criticism. no we're not trying to be 
    "outer than you." (some of my favorite reviews have been the "negative" 
    ones, often they describe not only the music [if you're lucky] but the 
    reviewer   - - they set up a context for 
    understanding.)
    gary, sorry you didn't like the gig. 
    even though it might've helped you out, i wouldn't actually 
    ever use the term "cutting-edge" as it seems to be too self-congratulatory. 
    let someone who's not in the band make that call.
    factoids: yes i did some looping - - it's just not all that 
    i do; i feel that if i do it too much it becomes more about the machine than 
    about me. it's an artistic choice. i had three loopers there: 2 akai 
    headrushs, 1 electroharmonix 16-second delay. often i'll have three loops 
    going at once. i didn't last night because the music didn't take me there. 
    at one point i had  two loops going, but my eh 16 was giving me 
    problems (s***), so i had some trouble cross-fading the independent loops. i 
    also didn't use my flanger, which i set up - - the music didn't take me 
    there either.
    anna was supposed to bring her looper, but was feeling 
    overwhlemed by the logistics of the evening and didn't bring it. 
    
    re the rest of the night, here are my impressions. 
    
    joseph hammer: he was ALL looping, it was only an analog 
    tape loop (surprised me actually). used cds (and maybe some other stuff) and 
    fed 'em into a analog tape loop and manipulated manually. interesting at 
    first and quickly became tiring for me. it made me want to hear something 
    else with what he was doing. (he normally is part of a trio [solid eye] and 
    i don't know how that works, maybe it works better in that situation.) i was 
    intrigued by how one could use or interact with what he did. how i would 
    play with him or structure music so what he did would "work" for me. in that 
    sense i liked it  - - even though it didn't work for me at that moment. 
    it made me think. 
    annie perish (?): to be honest i didn't really care for her 
    thing at all - - well that's not quite true, i liked her opening bit, but 
    after that i found what she did hard for me to take. not my cup o' tea. by 
    the way, she did "play" the guitar - - in other words it was her hitting the 
    strings.  i enjoyed meeting her . . . 
    anna homler and me: 
one bass player 
    i know liked the fact that i wove some groove playing in there (time); 
    albeit it was short-lived. with anna, i think that playing a *lot* of groove 
    stuff could be a problem. we have done some of that stuff in rehearsal, but 
    last night didn't feel like the time.
    melody - - perhaps *even* more subjective, i guess you 
    didn't hear that we actually improvised a song structure for the second or 
    third piece. at least i thought it was a song - - it had form (A-B-A-B-C 
    [?]-A - - or something like that), words (anna sings in her own made-up 
    language) and what i considered a melody. 
    i'd say that if i played like ornette or cecil in that 
    context, i would be totally missing the point of what anna is about - - and 
    then it becomes more about that than it does a real collaboration. i think 
    that anna's strength is in creating little atmospheres of nuance, color, 
    texture and feeling. little worlds that live on their own. whether that 
    appeals to you is a whole other story. the fun thing about playing with anna 
    is the challenge of  trying to go there and create that with her - - 
    but i think that's the fun thing about most improv, trying to create with 
    other people and having a mutual striving for a new created space. sort of 
    like a relationship, i suppose. on the other hand, one does have to want to 
    be there to hear it, and if you don't . . . well that's cool too. 
    (if you wanna hear the closer to ornette/coltrane thing, i'd 
    suggest the trio i do with vinny golia and billy mintz, either the first cd 
    or the next cd which even has some *minimal* loopage on it; if you wanna 
    structured composition/improvisation i'd suggest my quartetto cds or my cd 
    coming out in 2001, with mark dresser, nels cline, vinny golia, tom varner 
    and a 7-piece backing band; or if you wanna hear rootsy, blues-in influenced 
    tunes with solos, the hoped-for cd with my band that sounds like a 
    combination of ornette and little walter ;-) the point of this little thing 
    is to say that what anna and are trying to create is only part of what i do. 
    since you went to the getty, perhaps this analogy might do: it's like the 
    difference between water color, oil painting, lithography, collage and 
    drawing with charcoal - - or impressionism, expressionism, pre-raphaelites, 
    pop art, chairusco, cubism etc.; they all have very different moods and 
    INTENTS. and you either like 'em or you don't.)
    the funny thing about this gig was that there were other 
    people who seemed to really like it - - i mean REALLY LIKED IT. amazing 
    really. i guess that it shows everyone has their own taste. 
    for what it's worth i've done my share of more commercial 
    music (playing with the coasters next weekend), listen to lots of pop music 
    and late romantic symphonic music . . . not a stranger to those sorts of 
    things.
    this whole thing reminds me that i've gone to lots of gigs 
    of people where i had friends who hated what the performer was doing - - it 
    didn't fit THIER idea of music, what they WANTED to hear, not what the 
    person was offering. i have a slightly different take on this: sometimes the 
    gigs that i hated the most were the most beneficial to me as a 
    played/composer/musician - - they made me confront my own aesthetic, taught 
    me what i would and wouldn't do, and taught me what was useful to me and 
    what wasn't (i.e., what i liked about joseph hammer's performance and what i 
    didn't). in this light maybe it WAS a succesful gig for you! 
    ;-)
    lastly, here is where the problem may be. your "agenda" was 
    not fulfilled. you said: 
"But I want this 
    technology, and let me be specific--I want the use 
of delays creating accumulated sound "painting"--to be better 
    understood and 
more accepted.  It is important 
    to me." 
    now, that's cool, and i may or may not have done the 
    accumulated "sound-painting" in the 16 or so years that i've been using 
    delays to loop, but it ain't exactly where my aesthetic is now. ya know? to 
    each his own, i suppose.
    gary, thanks for coming. 
    to others, thanks for words of support. 
    steuart